I've been wanting to express myself for days as I'm going to do now.
I know that some of the noir ladies will not like it and surely Simoni.
But I am going to do it out of my loyalty to Noir and SIMONI. I always want to be able to feel free to express myself.
Simoni I honestly did not like that you sent me a prefabricated message to send to Ryan and already signed by me. I told you with respect that I could not do it because it did not fit my way of being and I am responsible for my actions and my words.
But I'm still Rita a Noir lady proud to be and to be part of Noir and with respect to you.
And we come to the problem of ryan / legman. I know that a lot has already been said about it, but I want to say even more. To start between the two of us, I prefer ryan and I explain myself. Ryan, as many say, is like a big boy, which is why I can say that these days I have talked a lot with him and at no time has he disrespected me, he has always been correct and has exposed his points of view (wrong or not). On Saturday (day of action) he committed a mistake knowing that he could not do it. He told me that he apologized to Anita.
Even if that were the case, he would have had to apologize to Simoni and Jose. If he had turned to Simoni and told him: Simoni I apologize for what I did, I would like to apologize to Jose. I sincerely believe that there would have been an opportunity to fix everything, because then Simoni would have been able to answer him generously: Ryan, thanks for your apologies and if in the past I could have offended you, I apologize too.¡¡¡
I sincerely believe that it has been a missed opportunity. Perhaps it is not completely lost yet, but it would take a lot of generosity on both sides.
Legman is another matter, for me he's stupid! That's how I say it with all my sincerity. The other night, as Simoni knows, I asked him respectfully if he was thinking of renewing with Noir. His response was almost offensive. He told me that because I was questioning him! I told him it was just a question that I was asking him as a friend. He didn't want to continue talking to me. Last night I always greeted him as always with a good night Legman. He answered me with a good night R.
He didn't want to put my whole name. We'll see what happens the next few nights. But with Legman I won't be so understanding, but polite yes.
I also want to say that yesterday I was not right about something. Ajer matt needed a lady to watch over him, to take care of him in a special way. He was not feeling well. And I regret not having been able to be with him because I kept zimer. I can assure you that matt is a good guy, with his hobbies but he is correct and in my case I appreciate it. I sent him an email but it is not the same
From here, as you all know, it is not easy to be a Noir lady and to have relationships with the members or possible members. Sometimes even among ourselves.
But with everything, with the mistakes, the divergences, the discussions, we are the ladies of Noir, we are part of the best club, we are the ladies of NOIR. And we have to be worthy of it, therefore we have to always have a positive attitude. most perfect possible.
Look carefully that both Ryan and Legman, despite what they may say, like to come to Noir! That's why we're great! That's why we have to be generous in our attitudes but at the same time rigorous with ourselves.
Simoni I know that you would not have liked what I said at the beginning but I assure you that I did it with all my respect for you and with my sincerity.